Tuesday, 25 October 2011

you left  on a  dark night....
You left me with memories
You left me with guilt
You left me with anger
you left me confused
you left me abandoned
you left me lonely
you left me so sad

you left....

Why?

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33 comments:

Eileen said...

Are you OK Fiona? I can feel your pain in these words.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Eileen x

TexWisGirl said...

i do hope this is a memory and not something recent - but the pain still sounds fresh...

♥●• İzdiher •●♥ said...

This is sad :(.

Giga said...

Co się stało ? To co piszesz jest bardzo smutne. Pozdrawiam

Claudia Moser said...

I am so sorry for your loss, I am with you!

Desiree said...

I am so sorry for the pain you are carrying inside after losing this obviously very special and dear person under such tragic circumstances, Fiona. The hardest part of losing someone in this way is never having answers to the many questions with which those left behind, are left. Sending you loving hugs to comfort you in your time of sadness.

Barb and Dell said...

Fiona, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers. May God give you peace and comfort.
Barb

Raindrops and Daisies said...

Dear friends,

Thank you for your kind words.

It is not recent, it is a couple of years ago now.

A friends brother took his own life at the weekend and I am feeling so awful for her and reliving what happened to my own lovely brother
and just feeling very sad today.

x


x

Eva Ason said...

I'm so sorry about your loss Fiona! Sending warm hugs <3

Ellie said...

Fiona, I'm so sorry. It must have opened old wounds for you.
Take care of yourself. Hugs.

demie said...

unfortunatelly not everybody is so good in asking help... and sometimes its so difficult to help anybody who don`t admit they want help. i think by being nice to people in general, one manages at least not to cause them more sorrow or truble...
... and while i wrote this i got realy alarmed so i read the other comments.
i am so sorry Fiona. sorry for your loss and the pain you are going through... i am sorry about your friend too. for the ones left behind with all the questions... love and warm thoughts from the north

Jill said...

Oh my dear Fiona. I can feel your hurt and pain and wish it weren't a part of you but am afraid, we all those moments in time that stab us with pain. I will pray for healing to enter your heart, mind and soul. *HUGS*

frayedattheedge said...

My thoughts are with you at this painful time. Love, Anne x

Desiree said...

I came back to see if you'd commented yourself...I am so sorry to hear that your friend's brother has recently suffered the same fate as your own brother!...what a great tragedy, yet how comforting for her to have you to lean on...you, who will understand exactly what she is going through! I wish you both strength.

Anne said...

My thoughts are with you Fiona. Philips brother in law took his own life shortly after we were married. I hope everyone will be ok.X
Anne

Little Dotty Bird said...

My thoughts are with you, the bonds of family run so deep, its a hurt that hard to heal. Wishing you healing and love and light and for your friend too xxx

Giga said...

Bardzo mi przykro i smutno, bo Tobie jest smutno. Pozdrawiam

Carin said...

I'm so sorry for you and for your friend. Sending love and hugs, xo

Lynne said...

I am sad for you . . . ???

Chatty Crone said...

I am so sorry - it is hard to lose a friend - or a friend of a friend - loss is hard and something you might remember forever. Love, hugs, and prayers.

sandie

Lisa said...

I'm terribly sorry about your friend's brother, and your own brother - so unfortunate.

"Eternal rest grant unto them, O Lord
Let perpetual light shine upon them
And may they rest in peace, Amen"

andrea said...

Know where you are coming from. My brother experiences severe depression, can't work, and has been on the brink a couple times. It rips the family apart b/c some people in the family don't believe in professional help. In the end, though, they really can't help it. Just pray. Keep praying for their souls every day. andrea@townandprairie

Pat MacKenzie said...

What a sad time to be remembering. I hope your memories of your brother are pleasant ones in spite of his sad passing.

Allison said...

Oh Fiona... if I could bring a hug your way today I would. Here is a word of love and solidarity. xoxoxo

TARYTERRE said...

The words in the poem were so eloquent, but simple, that they moved me to tears. The WHY of such things is never understood. It is hard to think of such a tragic loss. But forgetting would be so much worse. Take care of yourself.

Bonnie said...

I am sorry you are feeling sad today. Sorry rain doesn't always cheer us. I am going to email you a picture that I hope will comfort you today.

Bonnie said...

Oh dear, your email is not listed. If you email me I will send it.

geetlee said...

Dear Fiona,

I am sorry to hear this, it must be so painful. Prayers and best wishes with you.

Dawn said...

Hugs dear friend. xx

In My Wild Eden said...

Dear Fiona, I don't like how when we lose someone, the pain that you think is better somewhat, can come washing over us again. I am thinking of you and sending you good wishes. -Lisa

Country Mouse Studio said...

My heart goes out to you and anyone who is left behind, this is very difficult

Sush said...

Fiona...I don't know where I've been or if blogger was doing that dropping some postings from my blog roll for a while but I seem to have missed several of your recent postings.
I'm so sorry for your loss, time doesn't heal all wounds I think it just eases the pain.

Love~

Lynne said...

I am reading this again and feeling sad for your friend in the sudden trajic death of her brother and now as Ii read your comments, I am doubly sad to feel your loss in the death of your brother.

Please know I care about you and your sadness . . . I hope this finds that you will be filled with SWEET, happy memories for the day . . .

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